darkness

I miss the salt in my eyes

I miss redemption

I want to free my soul And stop the fiction

I’m so tired I really am

No escape no way out

Wearing a mask of perfection

The darkness inside me is hiding

But trying to remind me of who I am

Just once and a while…

But it’s so painful to hate your self

When there is nothing worth living for and you can’t even take your own life

This sounds ungrateful I know but this is the way I feel

Like falling in an endless hole

This hole is inside me and it’s almost full

Filled with pain and guilt

There is a little light waiting for me somewhere

But I just can’t find it…

intolerable sacrifice

damn it i love u i really do!

how can u b so cruel?

u made my nights sleepless

u gave me heartaches

i don't like what u're doing to me with ur kindness...

killing me softly my angel

and u don't even know?!!

sometimes i'd say:i'd gladly die for u

but i'd rather stay alive to see that day..the day u let the light shine on u

plz release me from my torture..i got used to the night so bad and i hate the darkness..

u can't hear me, i know..i'm a ghost to u..and u're still...

killing me softly...but after all..

u know what? i don't mind..

i'll spend my eternal suffery holding ur guilt on my sholders..and ur pain in my heart

cz after all..to me..i beleive you still worth it..my angel

trapped..

i've been living in a box my whole life

a box full of hopes and dreams

keeping me inside warm and clean

from the storm of reality

but this box is made of glass

and it might brake one day i know it will

i'm not ready..i'm not ready for this world yet cz it might brake me

holding my breath till this day comes

...terrified

i can run but i can never hide

despite me knowing that,i don't want to face the ugly truth

i'm not ready...i'm too fragile and i might brake

broken hearts...lost dreams slipping away..

goodbye world of sunshine and rainbows

and there's nothing left but traces of broken glass

sad butterfly..

oh sad butterfly why r u crying?

u don't wanna fly r u tired of trying?

i wonder why r u sitting in the dark

while the light is waiting for u...

did they cut ur wings..did they steal ur dreams..plz let it go..fly by

nature is waiting, the sun is so bright looking for u to shine

oh sad butterfly plz just fly by just let go and let it shine...let it shine

give it another go,don't ever stop trying

go on butterfly....fly by