secret admirer

Like a dreamy girl she stood by and watched him talk..is he really talking to me? she wondered...racing heart beats..but a cold exterior,no one would ever guess that a little smile from him can make her heart stop in a split second,even when she talks to him,acting so careless but in her eyes you can tell that her heart has a different story to tell,although he likes to make her laugh,he never noticed how she observes his moves across the room,and he's always the first one she looks for when she arrives,her life would never be the same without him...

she gets hurt whenever his smile fades away,she tries her best to see him get it back,no one ever knows what's on her mind,and why she's sad whenever he is,when the fact is,she gave him her heart..without him knowing that,and he might never know...

Education:does it still exist?or is it only a term in a dictionary?

Education:the art of building

civilizations

Education is a very wide subject to write about,i'm sure that most of bloggers agree with me on that,but today i'm going to narrow it down to a specific subject according to what i see and believe,because after all, my writing should express my experiences in life about education,and how i relate to it,or at least what i think about it.

i believe that education is about raising future generations,it is so much more than learning about new subjects or new informations,in fact it is learning about life,it is our weapon to face the reality with logic and principles that keep us constantly on the right track.

Education starts at home,from the first words of a child,surrounding him with love and good manners and teach him about life,then it's time for him to to have more education at school, mingle with society,adapt to different situations and environments,and gain more experiences,all of this happens in the process of transforming that boy into a man.

what i meant to say by that is that good education can build great men,and therefore building great civilizations,if only our country would focus on nurturing young minds more than building new factories..or whatever,because making materials is so much easier and it doesn't last for long,but in the other hand having an educated generation would last forever as it passes it on to other generations,holding our identity..our history..and a great message that represents our legacy within it.

Education at schools:

As a student i see how education is in Algeria and i don't have to say that things are not going so well,for example:if we take a look around us,we can see that most of the students now days are studying to succeed not to actually learn..you see the problem here,the mean(way) became the purpose,we seek for grades,we do what ever it takes to do well at tests so much that we forget the real meaning behind the lessons,the brain became a sponge absorbing all kind of informations,but only to empty them later in a sheet of paper,that can't be right..?

maybe it became all about making money and providing a good living,which means that we rush during the whole process of education,because then what's the point?"any student would wonder"look what happened to all of those great minds around us,no jobs..nothing!so they start to see all these years of learning as a way to pass time until they're old enough to make money and that's what counts to them,and now i can go back to what i said about materials,it is all we care about now and that's why we're still in at the bottom rank of civilized countries.

by neglecting what this generation has to offer,they find themselves in front of a dead end after graduation,and eventually we loose the future of our country...

nobody wins...except the money makers

a new chapter for a new year

well here we are,a new year..a new chapter in our lives,white pages are waiting to be filled with stories,who knows what is waiting for us his year,after a start like,we never know..but we're still hoping for the best,for new adventures and life changes..only for the better.

i'll never forget the year2010 it was very special,not just for me,but for all the Algerians,it was indeed full of events, truly unforgettable ones...

but this year,oh it will be special alright!i have an important exam ahead"the baccalaureate",this really makes me think how time flies and days quickly turn into years..kinda scary huh?

so,lets get to it people!we are all in a journey of self discovery,going through all of this...small and grand events can change you in ways you never expected,just don't forget who you are while rushing through time ,take a time out just once in a while,to see where have you been and

where are you now,i think you'll be surprised with results,i sure am all the time :p

so welcome 2011,bring it! :D

Somtimes i visit my blog planning to write something but i can't find the words or a great idea, it's like nothing exciting in my life is happening ,or i have a shallow mind and no deep thoughts to share with the world,but i guess that's just my nature to hold everything inside

But i really think i can share,alot of things has been going on in my life specially this year:strange

coisidences,new lessons,refreshing ideas and spirit

it would be so cool to to let the world know what's on my mind..so i'll give it a try and we'll see

We are all connected,and every person matters..I matter

Love to you all

Mimi

Gregory Page & Jason Mraz - Ocean of Memories - Brisbane AU

darkness

I miss the salt in my eyes

I miss redemption

I want to free my soul And stop the fiction

I’m so tired I really am

No escape no way out

Wearing a mask of perfection

The darkness inside me is hiding

But trying to remind me of who I am

Just once and a while…

But it’s so painful to hate your self

When there is nothing worth living for and you can’t even take your own life

This sounds ungrateful I know but this is the way I feel

Like falling in an endless hole

This hole is inside me and it’s almost full

Filled with pain and guilt

There is a little light waiting for me somewhere

But I just can’t find it…

intolerable sacrifice

damn it i love u i really do!

how can u b so cruel?

u made my nights sleepless

u gave me heartaches

i don't like what u're doing to me with ur kindness...

killing me softly my angel

and u don't even know?!!

sometimes i'd say:i'd gladly die for u

but i'd rather stay alive to see that day..the day u let the light shine on u

plz release me from my torture..i got used to the night so bad and i hate the darkness..

u can't hear me, i know..i'm a ghost to u..and u're still...

killing me softly...but after all..

u know what? i don't mind..

i'll spend my eternal suffery holding ur guilt on my sholders..and ur pain in my heart

cz after all..to me..i beleive you still worth it..my angel