الجمعة، 8 أكتوبر 2010

Somtimes i visit my blog planning to write something but i can't find the words or a great idea, it's like nothing exciting in my life is happening ,or i have a shallow mind and no deep thoughts to share with the world,but i guess that's just my nature to hold everything inside

But i really think i can share,alot of things has been going on in my life specially this year:strange

coisidences,new lessons,refreshing ideas and spirit

it would be so cool to to let the world know what's on my mind..so i'll give it a try and we'll see

We are all connected,and every person matters..I matter

Love to you all
Mimi

الأحد، 27 يونيو 2010

darkness


I miss the salt in my eyes

I miss redemption

I want to free my soul And stop the fiction

I’m so tired I really am

No escape no way out

Wearing a mask of perfection

The darkness inside me is hiding

But trying to remind me of who I am

Just once and a while…

But it’s so painful to hate your self

When there is nothing worth living for and you can’t even take your own life

This sounds ungrateful I know but this is the way I feel

Like falling in an endless hole

This hole is inside me and it’s almost full

Filled with pain and guilt

There is a little light waiting for me somewhere

But I just can’t find it…

intolerable sacrifice


damn it i love u i really do!

how can u b so cruel?

u made my nights sleepless
u gave me heartaches

i don't like what u're doing to me with ur kindness...

killing me softly my angel
and u don't even know?!!

sometimes i'd say:i'd gladly die for u

but i'd rather stay alive to see that day..the day u let the light shine on u

plz release me from my torture..i got used to the night so bad and i hate the darkness..

u can't hear me, i know..i'm a ghost to u..and u're still...

killing me softly...but after all..

u know what? i don't mind..

i'll spend my eternal suffery holding ur guilt on my sholders..and ur pain in my heart

cz after all..to me..i beleive you still worth it..my angel

trapped..


i've been living in a box my whole life

a box full of hopes and dreams

keeping me inside warm and clean

from the storm of reality

but this box is made of glass

and it might brake one day i know it will

i'm not ready..i'm not ready for this world yet cz it might brake me

holding my breath till this day comes

...terrified

i can run but i can never hide

despite me knowing that,i don't want to face the ugly truth

i'm not ready...i'm too fragile and i might brake

broken hearts...lost dreams slipping away..

goodbye world of sunshine and rainbows

and there's nothing left but traces of broken glass

sad butterfly..


oh sad butterfly why r u crying?

u don't wanna fly r u tired of trying?

i wonder why r u sitting in the dark

while the light is waiting for u...

did they cut ur wings..did they steal ur dreams..plz let it go..fly by

nature is waiting, the sun is so bright looking for u to shine

oh sad butterfly plz just fly by just let go and let it shine...let it shine

give it another go,don't ever stop trying

go on butterfly....fly by

الأربعاء، 28 أبريل 2010

commun thoughts

"human"is such a fragile word we are not perfect but we always seem to seack for perfection,because everyone forgets that we r a part of something that is much bigger than us.

drama queen

there is nothing worse than an invisible scar when no one can feel that u r hurt...that u r in pain...oh show some mercy invisible scar take it easy on me cz a stab in the heart can be so painful

holding to the past

familiar faces flashing by.. i'm missing my friends that i see them every where..their masks on a strangre's face they appear...memmories following me anywhere i go, i can't go on like this i have
to move on...the past may hold u back and now i know why...must move on and live my present
living in my past..with faces in diguise..i'm living in a present i no longer reconize..
K.M

by a broken hearted friend

love must be a good thing and good things must not hurt.
loving u hurts..u should love me back not hurt me
i supose to hate you then why i'm crazy about you
why do i cry now and there is no hope for me with you
why my heart is in pain and yours is rested
why i don't sleep at night and you are dreaming about another one
i hate loving you i hate the way i think about you
i hate that you are present in every plan i think about
i hate when i see you with a girl laughing
i hate walking infront of you and you don't even notice me
i hate my feeling cz it's always herted by you
i hate not hating you
love must be something good it mustn't hurt like that"S
i love you so why you are hurting me every moment i think about you.

i passed by places,they're like heaven on earth

no limits to my path...infinity

numbered trees..the green make's me feel like i'm the only one here

i look up to the sky..it gave me wings to soar

the air is lifting me up light..no body just soul

fly away..bring me back my dreams